I just wanna say before people start to wonder if I gave up on my blog or not, that I haven't. I just won't be posting any outfit posts for a while. Why? Well because I just have been to critical about my body image and how I feel about myself lately. I remember when it used to be easy to take outfit photos and to choose a few for a blog post. Now I just am way to picky and kinda feeling sensitive to my body shape.
I know medically it isn't my fault, I am still dealing with an issue that I had major surgery for last summer, but still. I am surrounded by other bloggers who are thin, tall and just naturally take great pictures <---- I am far from it. While I never was one to compare myself to others knowing that I am unique and its not fair to myself, but I am finding myself finally falling for that. I used to love my legs, being muscular and all but now I am really hating them. I hate that I can't fit my 17in calves in to many tall boots I want or that they look like wooden clubs in heels. Don't even let me get started on my boobs, they never fit in anything I want to wear. They always make cleavage even when I don't even try.
Maybe its all a phase but right now I'm just not feeling it. I do have a few events I am going to in the next few months so I will be blogging about those. But as far as a direct outfit post, I am putting that off for a while. I do though plan to have a few posts like a "What's in my handbag", "My Shoes", or a "Postage Stamp Closet Organization".
So stay tuned because in the words of Arnold in the Terminator
"I'll be back!"
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girly don't be so hard on yourself! you are a beautiful girl and should be proud of that! but this was one of my favorite post i've read in long time from any other blogger because is real!! It got me teary eyed and that means a lot. You can call me anytime for whatever you need!
ReplyDeleteThanks Yanil. I'm just hoping its a phase like I said and I'll be back on the ball again. But don't worry you will see me at events. ♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteAww I loved your outfit posts because you are a typical woman. I can't relate to all these thin bloggers. I understand your frustration, but know that your readers like your body and your style :)
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